Okay, bit of an exaggeration. However, I'm just really not impressed.
I've noticed the superficiality of our society and it really angers me. To the point that I don't care anymore. I keep thinking of my job and what I'm supposed to do and the very fact that I'm involved in the most fucking shallow industry (retail, waddup!) disappoints me...in myself, I mean.
And yet I don't know how to change this.
And at the same time I know I follow suit with everyone else.
I'm someone who appreciates beauty--I am a lover of art and all things that inspire the creation of art. I suppose art is generally made in pursuit of beauty (as I've written that, I know I'm wrong but I'm not sure exactly how else to say what I mean) and so I shouldn't be so miserable right now.
I guess my main thing is that I don't want to watch the fucking show that my whole job is centered around because I honestly don't give a fuck. At first I thought that this brand sought to give women confidence--which on one hand, yes, it does, by creating something that looks nice and fits well. That being said, the "spokespeople" of this brand are complete twigs (now I understand when people are naturally thin, but my point is I wouldn't be accepted to be one of them at my current size).
There really isn't a point to this. I'm just really fed up.
Everything is so fake, I can't stand it. Originality's been thrown out the window. I have barely any respect for what's mainstream these days.
It's...disgusting.
You can go back to your life now.
Kiah
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