The fact is, I don't even know myself right now. To say this blog is a representation of me may be a completely false statement. If I don't know who I am, neither do you. And my posts, while opinionated, I will start treated more like a self-discovery type thing. I know it's public, but only two people that I know of are reading it and if you're bored feel free to stop. I won't be offended.
I guess this is almost a response to the person who left that message on my Formspring about not feeling like they know me anymore after reading this. There are a lot of things people don't know about me and I know that I may not be the person you thought I was but I don't think a lot of people are the same person you talk to everyday. I'm certainly not being fake around you, I'm just showing you one side of my personality and shielding the other(s).
I don't want to discuss fluffy, irrelevant topics. Writing "Candid Photography" was painful. I was forcefully trying to move on from a depressing topic to a lighter, funnier one. While I joke around more often than not and can see the humour in life, I'd like to be serious sometimes and this blog is kind of my ticket in doing that since I never really get the chance with my friends otherwise.
So I'm sorry if you're reading this solely for laughter. There will be laughs, I'm sure, but they may be a bit harder to find. Maybe not in some posts. I'm sorry to myself and to you, reader, because this blog will never truly represent me. My opinions, tastes, and interests are ever-changing and to be true next your to what I've said this year is near impossible for me.
I'm sorry, but I'm going to be selfish with this.
You can go back to your life now.
Kiah
2 comments:
Well now I'm feeling guilty for liking your humourous writing so much. I didn't know it was that difficult.
I like what you expressed in this post, and I agree with it. Especially the bolded sentence.
Also, love your ending phrase. it's perfect, because when I read this I feel like I'm sort of escaping my life. That may or may not be a good thing, I'm only saying that your writing draws my attention in.
No! Don't feel guilty, that wasn't my intention. I'm just saying, if humour is all you want and expect from me, you're going to be disappointed.
And thank you! :)
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